I brought my tape recorder this time and my friend Sandy. I was still reeling a bit from the news but felt I had a general idea of what I had, what was going on, and just wanted to hear what she had to say.
Dr. P very slowly went through the information in the Cancer book with me so that I could refer back to it at another time. The pathology report from the biopsy lists me as having Invasive Ductal Carcinoma in the upper quadrant of my left breast. It is deep and difficult to view seeming to be about 0.5cm in size. She placed a clip in the area within my breast to help identify the mass. My tumor is also Estrogen receptor positive (100% in fact) and progestrone receptor positive (70%). I am also HER2 positive which means my cancer cells divide more quickly which makes them more aggressive.
Usually people who receive chemotherapy with herceptin first, then radiation after surgery. The whole series is likely to take about a year to go through. I can receive my treatments right from the Johnson Center nearby and there are medical oncologists and radiation oncologists right there in the facility. Since I don't know who to choose, she said I could ask my family physician, friends, or she could suggest people as well. It would be a good idea to start thinking about who I would like to work with.
We discussed compiling a list of questions I may have for my next visit and we'll take things from there. All I want to do now is read all I can to find out what I need to do to get this started and get well!
As Sandy and I headed home, I had some goofy thoughts about the little clip hiding within. Was it plastic? Titanium? Would it set off the bells and whistles at the airport? How would I explaing it and better yet, how would they locate that little sucker? It made for a lighthearted and giggle filled ride back to Whitehall.
Being on my own is challenging enough! When you have breast cancer, you have more decisions to make than you expect, more options than you ever imagined, more emotions than you can sometimes handle, and have to trust people you hardly know. When there isn't a partner, spouse, parent, sibling or child in your life, who shares in the important decisions, deals with your highs AND lows, helps when you can't help yourself? How much is too much to ask? Guess we'll take it a day at a time and see...
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Notes from the author...
First I want to express my heartfelt THANK YOU to my chosen family members and my caring and supportive friends. Just knowing you are there brings much comfort and is a constant reminder that with love, all things are possible! PLEASE remember that nothing shared here is ever meant to hurt and I hope you will keep that in mind if you read something that touches you that way.
***If you would like to start where it all began, go to the post #1 "Why a Blog?" Thank you for taking the time to share my life experiences as a reader and a friend. Blessings to you all~
First I want to express my heartfelt THANK YOU to my chosen family members and my caring and supportive friends. Just knowing you are there brings much comfort and is a constant reminder that with love, all things are possible! PLEASE remember that nothing shared here is ever meant to hurt and I hope you will keep that in mind if you read something that touches you that way.
***If you would like to start where it all began, go to the post #1 "Why a Blog?" Thank you for taking the time to share my life experiences as a reader and a friend. Blessings to you all~
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