I started Arimidex in mid October. By mid November, I noted a marked change in my health, basically the return of colds, sore throats, etc that I haven't had as frequent since leaving that old, but loved, musty house on Matthews Drive in Bremerton or River Street here in Whitehall.
I worked on all my activities with support of my wonderful chosen family and friends back here. But after each big event, I was totally exhausted!
Since the second week in December, I have struggled through at least FOUR bouts with some type of cold/flu. It has been difficult to face friends and activities when I have to start with "I'm not feeling real well..." Too frequent for my taste.
I am joyfully involved in the Piano Extravaganza and work with the Chorale once again but began to struggle with the schedule and activities. About 2 weeks ago, I was struck with a very bad headache, stuffy head, fever, and a reoccuring coughing situation that made sleeping almost non-existent. Days with 4 hours or less...tough to get well when your body gets no time to rest.
My "family" has been concerned...I have as well and the coughing spells became so bad, I could not breathe. Last Monday, I went to the Urgent Care in Grand Haven. She diagnosed me with "pneumonitis" and also said I was within days of full blown pneumonia. This is NOT me.
When I got home with my predisone, z-pack, and two inhalers, I read the definition of pneumonitis and also noted that it is sometimes a complication from lung and/or breast cancer. BC rears it's ugly head once again. Inflammation and infection in the lungs; infection that was just built upon with one illness to another...I am STILL struggling with an embarrasing and painful cough that can go for 20 seconds at a time, sometimes longer. It frequently interferes with my sleep...another thing to create havoc with my health.
This is not living well...this is just existing and it is NOT ok.
Being on my own is challenging enough! When you have breast cancer, you have more decisions to make than you expect, more options than you ever imagined, more emotions than you can sometimes handle, and have to trust people you hardly know. When there isn't a partner, spouse, parent, sibling or child in your life, who shares in the important decisions, deals with your highs AND lows, helps when you can't help yourself? How much is too much to ask? Guess we'll take it a day at a time and see...
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Notes from the author...
First I want to express my heartfelt THANK YOU to my chosen family members and my caring and supportive friends. Just knowing you are there brings much comfort and is a constant reminder that with love, all things are possible! PLEASE remember that nothing shared here is ever meant to hurt and I hope you will keep that in mind if you read something that touches you that way.
***If you would like to start where it all began, go to the post #1 "Why a Blog?" Thank you for taking the time to share my life experiences as a reader and a friend. Blessings to you all~
First I want to express my heartfelt THANK YOU to my chosen family members and my caring and supportive friends. Just knowing you are there brings much comfort and is a constant reminder that with love, all things are possible! PLEASE remember that nothing shared here is ever meant to hurt and I hope you will keep that in mind if you read something that touches you that way.
***If you would like to start where it all began, go to the post #1 "Why a Blog?" Thank you for taking the time to share my life experiences as a reader and a friend. Blessings to you all~
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